Dedications

  • Widow

    Dedicated to Dorothy Feider, Dot McRae, and Betty Weiland

    Eyes open…

    Golden sunrise enters in streaks upon the bed,

    Revealing the familiar-

    Revealing the everyday-

    Even the cold, empty space beside me

    Where a part of me once laid

    A simple movement to the door…

    The creak of an old house meets my ear,

    An endearing sound-

    Something familiar-

    Much like the muted pain within

    Which has taken hold these past years

    Under the mid-day sun…

    Even amongst the company of old friends,

    Something within is missing-

    Something is lost-

    Small wonder for a heart unable to mend

    Over an ever-present ghost

    Sitting alone…

    A meal for one on a table for four sits cold,

    Sweet silence-

    Lasting hope-

    Holding on to memories and God

    When all is gone with no one to hold

    In the evening air…

    A cool breeze holds me close,

    Nothing unexpected-

    Nothing threatening-

    Just an embrace from the invisible

    Reminding me of our constant beginning

  • Coach

    Dedicated to Coach Joe

    In the quiet buried in the loud

    Across the ocean blue

    A light through the darkness

    I found a friend in you

    And though you are miles away

    Know that this is true

    You are missed, old friend

    Memories live on with you

    You were a father

    You were a friend

    Family until the end

    A teacher

    A learned man

    A rock on which the world could stand

    Now that you’re gone

    Away from this earth

    To a place more like home

    Where heartbreak doesn’t hurt

    You’re playing in peace

    Upon the heavens blue

    A light among the darkness

    The world’s lost one of it’s greatest in you

  • Playing Pool with Bus

    Dedicated to Bus

    An invisible line-of-sight

    between one and the pocket.

    A soft touch and a confident strike:

    Focus...Breathe in...Pull back...and Lock it...

    The pool shark so humbly walks

    taking angles of possible shots:

    "I'm not sure I'll be able to sink this one."

    "It's a good thing I don't wager on pool or cast lots."

    Another hot streak

    leaps forward and beyond for the pool shark,

    leading a game of laughs and good conversation:

    A good memory for future mark.

    Whenever I play the game,

    I'll remember the game we never played.

    In a while, I'll get to Heaven with you and God...

    We'll play a couple rounds during (God-willing) our permanent stay

Sisters of Charity

Sisters of Charity, you are good

…Lord, make me an instrument

Of your peace…

And so you live as you should

Sisters of Charity, you are quietly strong

…Where there is hatred

Let me sow love…

And so you right what was wrong

Sisters of Charity, you humbly help the poor

…Where there is injury, pardon;

Where there is doubt, faith…

And so you distribute a cure

Sisters of Charity, you bring the Joy of God to the people

…Where there is despair, hope;

Where there is darkness, light…

And so you bring the knowledge of faith down from the steeple

Sisters of Charity, you show humility, compassion, and love

…And where there is sadness, joy;

Grant that I may not so much seek

To be consoled as to console…

The Plight of the People

Dedicated to Don Santiago, Pablo, and Emerlindo

 

Don Santiago lives today in Chichipate-

A full eighty-seven years worn.

He’s lived a hard life on these lands

Seeing two sons dead and his country war-torn.

Today, he’s agreed to tell his story

Of the pain obtained on a trip back from El Estor.

Some twenty-six years back to this day,

Guatemala was deep in the trench-

A country imploding upon itself because of greed and land

Seeing a genocide occur, leaving its dead and its stench.

It was a game of war where players on the field

Attacked the innocent and the weak on the bench.

Don Santiago and his son, Pablo, were such as these

People who just wanted a fair chance at life-

To have papers assuring they owned the land

Where generations upon generations of Mayans past have thrived.

They, their ancestors, lived off the land and grew their maize

Through each year’s doubt, pain, and strife.

Not one legal document from the government existed-

Not now and not even today.

They tried everything in their power to do right thing

But no one would hear their claim.

They were ignored like many others

Until a company man came one day.

The man from the Canadian-owned nickel company dropped by

Telling father and son what they needed was in town.

So they hitched a ride in the back of a flat bed truck

Suffering the slow ride on the pitted gravel ground

Only to find they were fooled and nothing there:

No information, no paper, no sound.

So home they go, the same way they came,

Except, this time, they were stopped.

The judiciales, they came leading

Don Santiago and his son were to be taken and locked.

Knowing what was coming, father and son ran to survive

Only to have father live and son left and shot.

Don Santiago came back to retrieve his son’s body.

Pablo, a leader in the community some have said

Is now buried under a tree in an unmarked grave

Leaving the pain uncut and bled.

There are many a case like this here-

So much it has painted the land red.

Don Santiago’s story does not end here

For he lost another son to the storm.

The twenty-five year old Emerlindo,

Perhaps a threat as a leader in form,

Was disappeared and never heard of again

Further ripping apart a family torn.

You think that was a fairy tale?

A story of the past?

Don’t think it happens today?

Don’t think injustices like that last?

Think again, my friend, it has already begun-

A shadow deepening and continually cast.

Just two months ago, houses were burned to the ground

By workers of a Canadian nickel company near.

Forcing the indigenous Mayan out of their homes-

The company wants “their” land cleared.

Is it even theirs? Do they have necessary paperwork?

Think, my friend, it is beginning again not ten years from now: this year.

Birmingham

Dedicated to Mrs. Macon

 

“i remember now…

it was a good trip…”

The lil’ child said…

            “what misses macon said…

            what mister security man said…

            what they all said as i lay here in bed.”

 

“shhh… be quiet now…”

misses macon said…

“it’s almost time to go…

            keep your hands to yourself…

            be good… be attentive…

            and please keep your voices low.”

 

“okay, everyone…”

mister security man yelled out…

“your tour, well, it begins up these steps…

            somebody’ll meet you up top…

            first, ya’ll be watchin’ a short movie…

            behind the desk…then the restroom’s on your left.”

 

“don’t know why we’re here…”

i was sayin’…

“don’t understand why we gotta go…

            we learned all this stuff in school…

            i’d rather play out here in the sun…

            what’s in there they gotta show?”

 

“there’s a lot to learn…”

mister security man heard me…

“in there’s part of our culture…

            an american history…

            things you gotta remember…

            the wrongs young minds with knowledge can cure.”

“look at that park there…”

mister security man pointed…

“the one with the statues across the street…

            young men and women suffered there…

            they were beaten with hard water-by man and dog…

            with hatred in their eyes and our dignity in their teeth.”

“and there… in the church…”

mister security man looked the other way…

“a great horror took place…

            it happened near forty years ago…

            young girls your age taken too early from this life…

            blown away because of their race.”

 

“and inside you’ll see…”

mister security man kept on…

“prejudice and segregation…

            people not sittin’ in the same place in peace…

            people not gettin’ the same treatment…

            facing unbelievable discrimination.”

 

“walk around and look…”

mister security was sayin’…

“at the pictures on the wall…

            there’s great heroes up there…

            misses rosa parks…doctor king… the reverend…

            people knocked down but who refused to fall.”

 

“listen to the sounds…”

mister security man told us…

you hear as you walk through…

            people’s sories bring back memories…

            sounds bring back suffering…

            voices bring forth the truth.”

 

“go ahead…go in…”

mister security man guided us…

“didn’t mean to take time from your tour…

            now…remember…it’s more than these steps-this buidin’…

            it’s wisdom meant for you to share…

            like Jesus bringin’ Good News to the poor.”

 

“i remember now…

it was a good trip…

i remember what he said…

            what they all said…

            as I lay here tellin’ you’ ‘bout it…

            as you tuck me into bed…”

Colors

Dedicated to Cyan

 

Deceitful colors first catch the eye

Red is for anger

So Blue is the sky

Brown is the earth

Green defines grass

Yellow is the sun

Clear, yet, is the glass

So pass by unlikely to notice

If first impressions are true

Until light shines a different angle,

When the predicted becomes something new.

For a deeper look shows the shadow overcast-

A longer stare reveals a well hidden past…

The colors are truly blended…

More complex than simple at truth.

Many miss it until all has ended,

Only catch it under the revealing light of a blue moon.

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