Dedications
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Widow
Dedicated to Dorothy Feider, Dot McRae, and Betty Weiland
Eyes open…
Golden sunrise enters in streaks upon the bed,
Revealing the familiar-
Revealing the everyday-
Even the cold, empty space beside me
Where a part of me once laid
A simple movement to the door…
The creak of an old house meets my ear,
An endearing sound-
Something familiar-
Much like the muted pain within
Which has taken hold these past years
Under the mid-day sun…
Even amongst the company of old friends,
Something within is missing-
Something is lost-
Small wonder for a heart unable to mend
Over an ever-present ghost
Sitting alone…
A meal for one on a table for four sits cold,
Sweet silence-
Lasting hope-
Holding on to memories and God
When all is gone with no one to hold
In the evening air…
A cool breeze holds me close,
Nothing unexpected-
Nothing threatening-
Just an embrace from the invisible
Reminding me of our constant beginning
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Coach
Dedicated to Coach Joe
In the quiet buried in the loud
Across the ocean blue
A light through the darkness
I found a friend in you
And though you are miles away
Know that this is true
You are missed, old friend
Memories live on with you
You were a father
You were a friend
Family until the end
A teacher
A learned man
A rock on which the world could stand
Now that you’re gone
Away from this earth
To a place more like home
Where heartbreak doesn’t hurt
You’re playing in peace
Upon the heavens blue
A light among the darkness
The world’s lost one of it’s greatest in you
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Playing Pool with Bus
Dedicated to Bus
An invisible line-of-sight
between one and the pocket.
A soft touch and a confident strike:
Focus...Breathe in...Pull back...and Lock it...
The pool shark so humbly walks
taking angles of possible shots:
"I'm not sure I'll be able to sink this one."
"It's a good thing I don't wager on pool or cast lots."
Another hot streak
leaps forward and beyond for the pool shark,
leading a game of laughs and good conversation:
A good memory for future mark.
Whenever I play the game,
I'll remember the game we never played.
In a while, I'll get to Heaven with you and God...
We'll play a couple rounds during (God-willing) our permanent stay
Sisters of Charity
Sisters of Charity, you are good
…Lord, make me an instrument
Of your peace…
And so you live as you should
Sisters of Charity, you are quietly strong
…Where there is hatred
Let me sow love…
And so you right what was wrong
Sisters of Charity, you humbly help the poor
…Where there is injury, pardon;
Where there is doubt, faith…
And so you distribute a cure
Sisters of Charity, you bring the Joy of God to the people
…Where there is despair, hope;
Where there is darkness, light…
And so you bring the knowledge of faith down from the steeple
Sisters of Charity, you show humility, compassion, and love
…And where there is sadness, joy;
Grant that I may not so much seek
To be consoled as to console…
The Plight of the People
Dedicated to Don Santiago, Pablo, and Emerlindo
Don Santiago lives today in Chichipate-
A full eighty-seven years worn.
He’s lived a hard life on these lands
Seeing two sons dead and his country war-torn.
Today, he’s agreed to tell his story
Of the pain obtained on a trip back from El Estor.
Some twenty-six years back to this day,
Guatemala was deep in the trench-
A country imploding upon itself because of greed and land
Seeing a genocide occur, leaving its dead and its stench.
It was a game of war where players on the field
Attacked the innocent and the weak on the bench.
Don Santiago and his son, Pablo, were such as these
People who just wanted a fair chance at life-
To have papers assuring they owned the land
Where generations upon generations of Mayans past have thrived.
They, their ancestors, lived off the land and grew their maize
Through each year’s doubt, pain, and strife.
Not one legal document from the government existed-
Not now and not even today.
They tried everything in their power to do right thing
But no one would hear their claim.
They were ignored like many others
Until a company man came one day.
The man from the Canadian-owned nickel company dropped by
Telling father and son what they needed was in town.
So they hitched a ride in the back of a flat bed truck
Suffering the slow ride on the pitted gravel ground
Only to find they were fooled and nothing there:
No information, no paper, no sound.
So home they go, the same way they came,
Except, this time, they were stopped.
The judiciales, they came leading
Don Santiago and his son were to be taken and locked.
Knowing what was coming, father and son ran to survive
Only to have father live and son left and shot.
Don Santiago came back to retrieve his son’s body.
Pablo, a leader in the community some have said
Is now buried under a tree in an unmarked grave
Leaving the pain uncut and bled.
There are many a case like this here-
So much it has painted the land red.
Don Santiago’s story does not end here
For he lost another son to the storm.
The twenty-five year old Emerlindo,
Perhaps a threat as a leader in form,
Was disappeared and never heard of again
Further ripping apart a family torn.
You think that was a fairy tale?
A story of the past?
Don’t think it happens today?
Don’t think injustices like that last?
Think again, my friend, it has already begun-
A shadow deepening and continually cast.
Just two months ago, houses were burned to the ground
By workers of a Canadian nickel company near.
Forcing the indigenous Mayan out of their homes-
The company wants “their” land cleared.
Is it even theirs? Do they have necessary paperwork?
Think, my friend, it is beginning again not ten years from now: this year.
Birmingham
Dedicated to Mrs. Macon
“i remember now…
it was a good trip…”
The lil’ child said…
“what misses macon said…
what mister security man said…
what they all said as i lay here in bed.”
“shhh… be quiet now…”
misses macon said…
“it’s almost time to go…
keep your hands to yourself…
be good… be attentive…
and please keep your voices low.”
“okay, everyone…”
mister security man yelled out…
“your tour, well, it begins up these steps…
somebody’ll meet you up top…
first, ya’ll be watchin’ a short movie…
behind the desk…then the restroom’s on your left.”
“don’t know why we’re here…”
i was sayin’…
“don’t understand why we gotta go…
we learned all this stuff in school…
i’d rather play out here in the sun…
what’s in there they gotta show?”
“there’s a lot to learn…”
mister security man heard me…
“in there’s part of our culture…
an american history…
things you gotta remember…
the wrongs young minds with knowledge can cure.”
“look at that park there…”
mister security man pointed…
“the one with the statues across the street…
young men and women suffered there…
they were beaten with hard water-by man and dog…
with hatred in their eyes and our dignity in their teeth.”
“and there… in the church…”
mister security man looked the other way…
“a great horror took place…
it happened near forty years ago…
young girls your age taken too early from this life…
blown away because of their race.”
“and inside you’ll see…”
mister security man kept on…
“prejudice and segregation…
people not sittin’ in the same place in peace…
people not gettin’ the same treatment…
facing unbelievable discrimination.”
“walk around and look…”
mister security was sayin’…
“at the pictures on the wall…
there’s great heroes up there…
misses rosa parks…doctor king… the reverend…
people knocked down but who refused to fall.”
“listen to the sounds…”
mister security man told us…
you hear as you walk through…
people’s sories bring back memories…
sounds bring back suffering…
voices bring forth the truth.”
“go ahead…go in…”
mister security man guided us…
“didn’t mean to take time from your tour…
now…remember…it’s more than these steps-this buidin’…
it’s wisdom meant for you to share…
like Jesus bringin’ Good News to the poor.”
“i remember now…
it was a good trip…
i remember what he said…
what they all said…
as I lay here tellin’ you’ ‘bout it…
as you tuck me into bed…”
Colors
Dedicated to Cyan
Deceitful colors first catch the eye
Red is for anger
So Blue is the sky
Brown is the earth
Green defines grass
Yellow is the sun
Clear, yet, is the glass
So pass by unlikely to notice
If first impressions are true
Until light shines a different angle,
When the predicted becomes something new.
For a deeper look shows the shadow overcast-
A longer stare reveals a well hidden past…
The colors are truly blended…
More complex than simple at truth.
Many miss it until all has ended,
Only catch it under the revealing light of a blue moon.